Having an extremely low week! Partner and I been trying for 4 months and nothing. Period came 9 days late this month and this really isn’t like me. Normally only ever 3 days late. So I done like 5 preggo tests because we were getting super excited and I’m never that late also had all the symptoms of pregnancy all tests were neg. then I came on, on the 9th day.

I also came on a few days before this It was light only when I wiped. And hardly anything there. Again never had this either.

And nothing on pads etc. Then I came on heavy for 2 days on the 9th day then just stopped then the next day started back up again then stopped again just keeps starting and stopping.

I have had 2 miscarriages in the past so it’s extremely disheartening. Not too sure what else I can do but just feel like my body can’t conceive makes me not want to even try anymore because I get my hopes up and this happens.

Everything’s just getting on top of me. I work a lot and I do nights so not sure if that’s connected. But I’m just not feeling myself lately :( I know I need to go to the doctors but I’m so scared there going to tell me what I don’t want to hear. 😔