I really need help relieving my birth anxiety. I’m not a first time mom and have given birth before but for some reason this time, knowing the pain I’m going to be in is scaring me to death. I have very short, intense labors so I should know that it won’t last long and I’ll have my baby after which is the goal but none of that is helping. Every little cramp I get sends me into panic. I want to go into labor so bad so it can just be over and I can stop panicking but I also don’t want to because Ik the pain I’m going to be in.