I feel so alone..

My mom kicked me out the house because I wanted to take control of my life. A guy I was close to cut me off because I kept sugarcoating things to not hurt him. He liked me & I kept making excuses as to why we couldn’t date rather than tell him straight up I didn’t like him, but now I’ve hurt him more. Tomorrow is the last day I can see my bf because he’s going to continue his army training. He can’t help me out because he’s not even allowed to have his phone. My college tuition went up and I have no way of managing everything at once (job, school & training). I feel that I’ve dug myself into a deep hole & im feeling defeated, alone right now