I live in constant fear.

Every time I go to the bathroom, I almost get anxiety attacks. Im afraid that when I wipe, there will blood. Anytime I feel anything abnormally wet down there, I go into a panic. Anytime I have any type of pain in my abdomen, I think is this is? Am I going to lose my baby again?

Ive experienced 2 miscarriages this year. I’m so much farther along then I was when I experienced those. But I still live in fear that one day I’ll wake up and my baby won’t be alive any longer.