I'm 5 weeks pregnant ish and not with the babies dad. We are like a fwb kind of. But I've had a bit over a week to think about options. He doesnt want me to keep the baby but hes supportive either way. I dont think I can do an abortion, I had an appointment with my first as I was in high school but couldn't show up and I cant even call with this pregnancy. So I dont think that's an option.

The main thing even making me consider it, is my biggest goal in life is to be a family. Like mom dad in the same roof and all of that. I'll be 21 when this baby comes, and I find it hard to believe that a man would want to be a family with a girl with two kids at my age, would want to be a step dad or anything. Can you guys give your love stories with children to give me hope?.. I feel like my biggest wish in life is slipping away as stupid as that might sound to other people. I'm definitely getting on better birth control after this child by the way, before anyone pops in with that.