Gender disappointment

Now I’ll say the usual no matter what my baby is I will adore them. Of course I will they will be my perfect little one. But anyone either struggling with gender disappointment or like me hasn’t had a gender scan yet and really getting worried how I’ll feel. I have a 18 month old daughter and my heart aches for another little girl. I keep having dreams I’m told it’s a boy and I feel so sad. Anyone feel the same?