i don’t even know how to explain this...

so my boyfriend and I have slowly made our way from like making out to cuddling to “exploring” each other with clothes on to shirtless play. he sucks with my boobs, he plays with my butt(clothes on), I sit on his lap, and we’ve sorta dry-humped, but only a little tiny bit. yesterday, he sucked my boobs and I was really into it, so was he, and I told him I wanted to do something hot too. we talked about it and we both decided it was his turn for some fun. I sat on his lap and he guided my hand down, opened his boxers and shorts and boom, my hand was on his dick. I had never even seen a dick, let alone touch one. it was totally awkward, but I was enjoying it. then he asked if I wanted to take a peek, so I did. I kinda was just like “oh!” and he immediately began saying “i know it’s gross and small, my bad” but I reassured him. “i have nothing to compare it too, so it’s big to me! I like it!” i was just in shock! lil ole me! touched a dick!

I posted this because we keep our relationship really private, but I feel like I had to tell someone, so this was the best way. I hope someone enjoys this lol, it was a wild adventure.