So I posted the other day about wanting to get pregnant alone via sperm donor - you all suggested I was asexual and after that post it confirmed everything for me..

I basically went ahead with the insemination.. I obviously stated before I’ve never had sex (however I’ve had internal scans and had toys etc) - TMI 😂

So that was Friday, the insemination was uncomfortable (probably due to the fact it was a syringe as I went turkey baster method - AI ) and when I had finished I left it in for a little while as advised and laid with my hips up for hours (but took syringe out after 30mins ish) 😅 I basically pulled it out and there was blood on the end which I was expecting due to being a virgin 🤷🏽‍♀️ .. ( however I awkwardly knocked it during that time of leaving it in and I think I probably hurt myself a little.. because it hurt like a bitch when I did that 😂👀)

Long story short.. Im now 2 DPO And have had a fair bit of discharge.. and just now when I went to the loo after feeling like I needed to pee a lot I wiped and there was blood 😒 I really don’t want to get disheartened but I have never done this before and have no idea what it means??? In my mind it could be 1 of 3 things..

1) ovulation spotting?

2) implantation? (Too early?)

3) the fact I just had a syringe inside me as a virgin and maybe damaged myself a little???

I’ve also had cramps since going to the toilet but I took an ovulation test and it’s still a little dark just obviously not positive 🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️

I dunno.. someone help me out? 😂 reassurance or a reality check that my first try has been a fail?