He keeps telling me how much he loves me and that even if we cant have bio kids he wants to be with me no matter what, because he wants babies with me.

I feel like he should be able to go have babies with another woman. Just because his life partner he chose has a useless body doesn't mean that he should be denied children.

I'm so scared of him leaving, but I feel I would understand completely if I came home with him gone and a note after this 3rd miscarriage.