Goodbye to my first baby 😔

Ki

Unfortunately, my pup got diagnosed with a super aggressive form of cancer. They gave us days when they caught it, but we’ve been lucky to get an extra 4 months with him. We’re now trying to conceive again (ovulated today) and he took a turn for the worst. We’re probably going to euthanize on Thursday, and I can’t stand the thought of losing him. I already can’t stop crying, and I’m really hoping this doesn’t stress me out too much to not conceive. I feel selfish for trying to have another baby while he’s going through this, and I hate the fact that I have to decide when it’s time.