It’s been a little over a month that I have not masturbated.

Part of me wants to do it again but another part wants me to go as long as I can without it...

I did it once and just couldn’t get into it! 😳

When I was doing it often I was pregnant and had so much urge some days to do it and I would. At one point I felt gross but good because I got my fix.

I hated the idea of going to my hand rather than my husband...it hurt me but I couldn’t stop for some reason. Regardless if because of having my kiddo I haven’t done it I do feel a lot better with no guilt...