Why? What happened? What did I do wrong? I miss you a lot, and you seem fine. Not a day goes by that I don’t miss you. I didn’t mean to make you mad and I swear I didn’t lie to you, why didn’t you believe me? I gave you everything, I dropped everything for you, I saved your damn life several times...and you just left and threw it all away. I never asked you to do any of the things you did, but you did them anyways and then blamed your stress over them on me. But why? I tried reaching out so many times, but you just turn me down. My little brother even misses you, i don’t think you realize, he loved you as an older sister. And you pushed him away, and called him annoying and told me he was mentally delayed and was probably special ed. But what you don’t realize is that he looked forward to seeing you, he loved you, like I said. And do you know how hard it is to explain to him that you won’t be around anymore, and having to explain why. No you don’t cause you don’t care. I still go through our old messages, some old pictures, I have some old videos too, I still laugh at them too. We were the dynamic duo, nothing could break us, me and you against the world. You promised me you would never leave, don’t you remember that night? You made a promise you would never go and leave, I guess some promises were made to be broken. I’m sorry for whatever I did, and I’m sorry you think I lied to you.

Sorry if this comes off aggressive I’m just angry and upset