Cycle day 30 w symptoms

My boyfriend and I have been TTC for 3 months now. My cycle was 28 days before we started TTC, first month I started my period early at day 23 and then day 26 second month and then day 27, now today is day 30 with no period yet.

I didn’t track ovulation, just by calculating my cycle, but since it was all screwed up I guess it didn’t work. We are going to start tracking if this cycle isn’t successful.

I’ve been extra irritable this week especially when I felt like maybe I’m having pms symptoms and expecting my period but it isn’t coming, bad gas cramps, can’t sleep, feet feel restless, tonight I feel nauseous, boobs sore af past 3 days. Expected AF 3 days ago if it cycle day 27. Also last week I started feeling “pulling” or “twinges” where my ovaries are and especially when I sneezed.

Took a test on the day I expected AF, BFN

I am so hopeful that I’m pregnant and afraid to take a test again.

Just looking for some encouragement or anything. Laying in bed can’t sleep right now.