Just something i thought should be shared

I'm 16 and the past two years have been absolutely insane to say the least. My first highschool bf was sweet and i honestly thought I'd be with him forever.... But he started to show his inconsiderate side one night at a "party". His friend he said he truly cared about was going through a hard time with his gf becuz she was sorta being a bitch and not communicating with him. My ex began to hug and kiss me right in front of him and i asked, "do u really think we should be doing this in front of him at this time?" And all my ex said was, " he'll be fine". Well as we did that he looked to be even more sad and somewhat depressed, it made me angry to think my ex who was my bf at the time would not take his obviously heartbroken friend's feelings into consideration. Well time passed and the same kid's father was shot and i was asked by my ex to comfort him because i was good with words and i tried my best but i honestly froze for reasons idk of. More time passes and my ex finally decides to humiliate me, physically and verbally abuse me, and worst of all, sends others to do the same...i was totally losing my mind..."how can he do this to me?" I thought...i never once hurt or betrayed him like this so why me? Well he broke my heart💔...almost completely...i couldn't eat without a piercing pain in my stomach, i couldn't stop crying over the thought that things could've been better, i was sending myself into a spiraling downfall that i had to pick myself up from. A month passes by and his best friend hits me up (not the one i was talking about earlier but a different one) he tells me my body is nice and curvy, that his gf isn't doin him good, and that i should fw someone like him...well i did....i thought maybe it could be different...maybe he'd treat me better. He was cheating on his gf with me and then he told me he had broken up with her. Well after a month of dating i finally realized it was all bs and he juss wanted me for sex, so i left. I honestly should've known that if he cheated once that he'd do the same to me. Another long month goes by and i get a text, it's from my ex's friend ( the one who's feelings my ex didn't consider at that party i told y'all about) he replied to a post i put up about wanting a bf even tho i don't need one. He told me he'd keep me safe, he'd give me all his love, and that he wanted to be mine. I honestly had a good feeling, this dude didn't start goin off on how good my body looks and how pretty i am. He was talkin bout actual feelings...so i gave him a chance. You'd think someone like him wouldn't even think about getting with a short nerd like me lol, the reason i say that is because..well...hes in a gang, he's a blood and everyone who ever talked about him made him seem scary so i honestly was afraid of him in school. But he wasn't scary at all when we first met up...he was really nice and walked me to my dance class, it made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Then months passed by and we were going on really nice dates, talking on the phone all day and night, and yeah sometimes we fought but never enough to permanently damage our relationship. He's excellent at communicating and very protective, matter of fact he kicked my ex's ass twice becuz of all the time he saw him pull my hair and push me around like some rag doll. A whole year together and a few days after our 1 year anniversary, i wake up, take a test cuz I'm feelin funny, and I'm pregnant! I'm currently 5 months and we're both over the moon about our unborn baby boy. My bf reads to him thru my belly, gives him kisses and cuddles, and basically does everything a girl could ask for at times like these. I'm grateful i gave this boy a chance. I never would've thought I'd be with someone like him. To be 16 and pregnant isn't easy but with someone like him by my side...it makes it a little less harder than it should've been💖