I really need some help without judgement.

My mom has made my life really really difficult, we’ve moved all over for reasons that are very personal but they were her problems she’s caused I’m 17, I am four months pregnant we just moved eight hours away from home and have to start all over, I have 22 credits I need 40 to graduate, she does not see school as a priority she never has so while I’m trying to find out how to get to school the options are either provided transportation to and from school or free lunch not both. We are also low on income right now and because I am high risk I can’t work, I am very stressed about that and because I feel like I can not and won’t get a diploma I feel like a heavy burden on my boyfriend. He has been very understanding but I feel like I would be a burden to him and the baby which has made me contemplate adoption or abortion and I feel like a big fuck up. Pardon my language but I’m at the lowest point right now I feel unstable and all I have been doing is crying, I have no friends and with no diploma I’m going absolutely no where in life, I never thought I would end up here, feeling alone very young and pregnant, no income. No support.