My story about my tww

I'm now in my two week wait and my husband just asked me if I could get back on BC because he isn't ready. We haven't been trying but haven't been preventing for the last 3 months. The last two weeks I have been tracking like a blood hound!!! Now I feel like I'm the only one who wants a baby?!?! I don't know if I will be excited or scared to tell him one way or the other. I want a baby and to be a mother so bad!!! Every time I see a baby announcement it hurts I will be 28 in 3 weeks and would love to have a little family in the next year. Please help me calm down! 😓😓😓