I have an 8 year old and a 4 year old already, but I don't feel like my family/heart is complete. I've told hubby several times but he still doesn't want any more kids. It's killing me.

I had a stillbirth when I was in highschool due to an abusive ex. I've talked to my therapist about it and it's probably the root cause of wanting another little one.

Anywho... I just need a vent. I'm seeing all my friends on Facebook and at work announcing pregnancies and starting to TTC. I just keep on thinking when is it gonna be my turn? :( I love my babies to the moon and back, but I just want one more!!! :( I've been respectful of hubby's wishes though. :/