Waiting to find out gender?

So we have our anatomy ultrasound next week. We said with it being our third and already having one of each we were going to wait to find the gender. I think I’m going to break and tell them I have to know! I love the idea of finding out at birth but I feel like how can I prepare but I literally don’t have to do much besides buy some gender neutral outfits. It’s starting to get to me not knowing.

Looking for some motivation to wait 18 more weeks to find out the gender. Anyone else waiting or waited before and loved the surprise? Is it worth it?