I don’t believe it

We have been trying for over 3 years. It’s has been over 2 years since our 2nd miscarriage. I’ve had so many negatives in the past few years. I just don’t believe it. I don’t wanna get excited because I’m afraid something will happen again. Prayers appreciated🙏🏻

P.S we’re on vacation and I just took a test before having a drink.