Long story but, I've been with my bf for 4years and we are currently living with his parents. He is a good guy but I've been really unhappy with our relationship the past few months. He doesn't seem to care or try to make me happy anymore. He is currently off work injured and has been multiple timed in the past. I'm tired of supporting him with his lack of motivation and drive, it is infuriating.

So, last night I did the worst thing. I went out for drinks with my coworkers, and I spent the night with another guy.

I was super drunk but still remember everything. It will not go any further than that one night, but it helped me realize that I dont want to be with my boyfriend anymore. He didnt cross my mind a single time while I was out and in this other guys bed. I know I deserve better than him and am really not sure how to end things with him while were living together.