Maybe I should have seen it coming. 7 times now you've blocked and unblocked me and 7 times I fell all over again, just to find out I mean nothing to you. I know you use me over and over, first a side piece, then a challenge, then someone to make your ex jealous. But do I stop letting myself be crushed by you? No. I really know your a toxic piece of shit I dont need in my life but if you came back i would be there waiting and greet you with open arms. I guess what I'm trying to say is, don't come back because I'm not strong enough for you to use me again. Last time I sat in bed for a week and didnt move. My mom bought me icecream and laid there with me while I cried and screamed and ripped your pictures and paintings to shreds. But she won't be there next time, and I can't do it alone. Please, don't come back, don't hurt me again. Riley, I think I like you so much more then anyone knows, even more then I know, but never, ever, come back