I think I may be developing an eating disorder


I am not going to say that I have anything, just that I know the signs and recognize them in myself.

I hardly ever eat, even when I’m hungry. I often skip breakfast, eat a very small lunch, or I’ll just drink a coffee, and then I’ll have a small dinner. I mean, I’m a small person, so I don’t need much food as it is. And whenever anyone asks me if I’m hungry or if I’ve eaten enough, I feel panicked. The idea of going out to eat with anyone scares me because I think they’ll notice that I don’t eat much. I will only make choices that I consider healthy, and when I eat anything outside of that, I feel guilty. I don’t know… I could be wrong, or it could actually be a result of my size. Thank you if you read all of this.