Feeling down

Na TTC

Lately I just been feeling down, trying to get pregnant since December and having no luck just puts me in a funk. I’m trying not to be so hard on myself and be positive with all in my life now. I know people out there have it much worse than I could possibly imagine. Does anyone have any tips to just enjoy the moment and not let “trying to get pregnant “ be the only thing on my mind?? I feel like I’m falling into some type of depression... when I get home I cook and clean and go straight to my phone to find ways to get pregnant and researching every bit of information. I look over my shoulder to see my 4 yr old daughter asking me to play with her and I just sit there like why am I like this ? Why am I so obsessed?? Does anyone relate? I really need some advice 😞 😔