Just wishful thinking?!

K

I have longer cycles - it ranges from 35-40 days honestly it varies due to stress and various life reasons I guess.

With my first pregnancy I tested positive at 38 days.

I took a test today at 31 days and it was negative. My “predicted period” is due on monday and that’s 36 days.

I took a test because it’s 4-5 days before my predicted period.... so I thought just maybe I’d get a positive.

Now I don’t know if I tested too early (since my cycles vary so much it’s hard to tell...) or if I’m really not pregnant.

Maybe I should just wait until 38 days again?

I have had cramps last week and this week. Yesterday I was so emotional and today I’m still crampy.

I am carrying around this negative pregnancy test and I just feel sad.