So my birthday is this weekend and my boyfriend and I have plans to go to a baseball game with my parents and his. He accidentally slipped and said that he bought an engagement ring when talking about the things he got for my birthday. However, there’s also this thing that he keeps talking about saying that he saw it on sale and there was a really good deal so he went ahead and got it but I can’t have that until Christmas 😑😑😑 I’ve been having weird feelings about this weekend and all he has planned so naturally I’ve been thinking that maybe this weekend he was going to FINALLY pop the question. But now I’m conflicted and not sure what to think. I know it’s supposed to be a surprise and that’s exactly what I want it to be but I also can’t help but be anxious after hearing him say that he had a ring. When he slipped up and said that he got really upset at himself for saying it and I told him I didn’t hear what he had said (I wish I hadn’t) and he said he wanted it to be a surprise so he was hoping I didn’t actually hear him. But I don’t know what’s going on.

I don’t care how he does it, I’m not one of those girls that has this huge highly executed plan built in my mind. But it’s more so the waiting and the anticipation.

Did you suspect your SO was about to propose? I want to be surprised and completely thrown off but I’m so excited for it to finally happen that I’m confused on my feelings now.