Don’t even want to try anymore


We’ve been trying multiple ways to get pregnant for the last year and at this point I don’t want to get pregnant anymore. I can feel him giving up as well. He used to be excited every month and now he just nonchalantly asks when my period is due. This month I’m over being disappointed just by logging the start of my period in the app. I’m also getting to a point where I don’t want to even have anybody ask me about having kids anymore. I’ve prayed, begged, and been let down enough.