Idk which is worse... Not having sex at all since you finally conceived 6 months ago or finally having pregnant sex after 6 months and your husband not even being able to finish????

I’d almost rather not have sex and just have the hormonal thought that he wasn’t attracted to the pregnant me than to have the disappointing pregnant sex in which he doesn’t come that almost certainly confirms he isn’t attracted to me......whatever...it is what it is I guess....🤷🏻‍♀️🙄

The disappointing sex happened last night and my hormones are bullying my brain into thinking the worst thoughts possible. I was disappointed that he wouldn’t touch me and now I’m disappointed with what happened when he finally did. I can’t win.