My mom had family photos during a time that I was really sick. I was on steroids and antibiotics and woke up late with body aches and didn’t even get to put mascara on, showed up with wet hair and one eye open 😑 i tried my best

In the photos I am pale, like a ghost, my lips were even white like paper. My body is swollen from the steroids. I look like the walking dead but bloated. I have a half crazy look in my eyes. I was just trying to get through it without falling over.

And that’s going to be seen by god and everyone. 🙄😔 ugh whatever