Can I be completely vulnerable for a second? Never in my life did I ever think that I would be sitting in this office. But now, it’s an all too familiar place for me. I can almost always guarantee that at every visit, some sort of cooking show will be on. However, in all seriousness, I never once thought that fertility would be an issue for me or my husband. But it is. And as hard as this journey is with all the medications and procedures month after month, I have found peace in knowing that God is still God. In the midst of my pain, I can confidently cry out that if I never have a child of my own, I will still choose to trust Him.

I wasn’t sure if I was ever going to share this part of my life with anyone, but I think it’s important for me to do so. Infertility can be such a lonely journey and no one wants to talk about it, but if someone out there is going through the motions like I am, I want to give you a little bit of hope. It sucks; it’s hard; and every month I cry over something I never had. But God is still good. The longer I walk down the road of infertility, the more I realize that the only thing I can have full confidence in is Christ. Even if this isn’t something you struggle with, I pray you have the strength to say that regardless of what you’re going through, God is still good.