Heart broken part 1

Well I’ve been with my bf since April 2015. We have a 3 year old together. And yeahhh its been a tough one with him.

We finally decided to try for a baby this year and we started this summer.

At first I really didn’t want too. I still want my fairytale wedding and just travel and stuff but we don’t want the kids to be far apart . I’ll be 23 In November so I feel young lol. But he said that a wedding is on hold for now that he wants. Baby first then buy a house then get married. That we can get married through court when I get pregnant. So I went with his plan

I got fired in the end of July and was jobless for a month. The days he was frustrated with money he’d say I wasn’t looking for a job on purpose that I just wanted to be lazy and live off him. Soo I went and found a job this month and at first I asked for part time due to me trying to conceive and just be at home more. He’s like no get more hours so yes my job Gave me more hours. Now every day since the past two weeks since I’ve started he’s been saying I’m cheating on him. That he doesn’t like my new job. That he doesn’t believe I’m going to work.

I’m extremely tired tbh and no I’m not just gonna break up with him and leave... I’m tired that he has trust issues. I can’t wear what I want. I can’t hang out with friends( he said only to dinner WTF) I have done sooooo much for this guy. And still at the end of the day he doesn’t trust me. Idk if he feels like it’s too good to be true. And no he’s not cheating on me. He was a cheater his past reAltionship. Search for part 2