Announcing the gender

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FTM and debating on if I want to know the gender at my anatomy scan next week or at the little gender reveal we are doing. Little as in just my sister, husband and myself. (Being a military family we live 20+ hours from home). My only thought is I don’t want to have to miss seeing our baby on the scan and being constantly told to look away. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I guess I’m looking for advice from other moms who has already been through the gender thing or opinions from the ones that are debating like me. Would it be worth it to miss some of the anatomy scan? Is it more special when you find out with just you and your SO? Thoughts...