First heart break

So me and my bf broke up three days ago and it is killing inside. The reason we broke up was bc he said that we need to focus on school and then he told me that he does love me and he wants to be with me then he said Ik this is going to be hard but I want you to have fun chase after your dreams if you need anything I’ll be here for you. When I was crying I didn’t know what to say so I just said Ok yeah I know what you mean I hope college goes good and I’m here for you too. I have cried for 3 days straight I keep hoping that maybe he will eventually text me randomly and get back together with me or I get the gut to text him. I know everything happens for a reason and my break up wasn’t as bad as it could have been He told me a while back that he dos give second chances unless he really cares for that person but I’m hoping We really end up together again.