This may be a little long but I need to vent...I just recently went through misscarriage number 12 which was hard but my boyfriend was there for me all the way and after lots of exams and test they finally figured out why I miscarried so many times I needed surgery to correct it and the months leading up to surgery which was yesterday I had told my boyfriend I needed help while recovering we dont live together so I asked him to come stay with me...hes been here in the morning and at night but I just feel alone and this recovery is alot harder than anticipated bc they only gave me enough vicodin to get me through 3 days of pain so I've been spreading it out to the point where I cant take the pain anymore I wanna cry so bad I dont know how to make it anymore clear that I need him to step up and help me with everything