This is a long one. Please no judgment...😔

So the guy I’ve been with for 3 years has been a good but bad guy to me. He’s met my family, been on a family trip with us...family loves him. This guy has done a lot for me. He took me out of my toxic home with my parents and is renting a home for us, he bought me a 2019 car, he’s bought me over $2k worth of things, we had a baby 8 months ago. This guy has also talked to multiple girls online, checks out girls in front of me, punched the wall, threatens me if I want to leave that he’ll take the car and that I’ll end up with a guy that works @ 7/11. Recently he was messaging this girl and had a streak with her on snap chat. He was complimenting her on her makeup and that he wants to do a photoshoot of her. I have been pretty much begging for him to do a photoshoot for our baby and he always had an excuse as to why he cannot. He never not once offered to do my maternity shoot. He rarely compliments me about my makeup, he’s actually make fun of me. He actually would make me carry big jugs of water upstairs, groceries, etc. Once baby was born he would make me carry the car seat upstairs even tho I had stitches. He would go out with his friends almost every night. He doesn’t help with the baby now. He expects to come home to a clean house and food on the table. Ladies I am lost at what to do. What hurts the most is all the mental abuse and emotional abuse. He’s made me feel that I am absolutely nothing without him. I don’t know what to do...I work and I go to school. My parents aren’t reliable. I feel alone on this. I just want to be a great mother to my baby and be happy for the both of us..😔