so I have been with my SO for a while I found out I was pregnant and he immediately asked me to get an abortion I refused and he backed away from me. While I was hospitalized over the weekend due to a cyst. His what I thought ex girlfriend cane to visit me and I found out she is pregnant also. A month ahead of me. He is choosing to get back with her. I am so hurt and confused and beyond words right now. I can't focus can't work or anything right now. I don't know how to get thru this. What will I tell my baby why he/she has a sibling the same age and their dad is not around. Please pray for me PLEASE....