My hubby and I are trying to have a baby. Together 8 years, married for 5 months. For a long time I wasn’t ready and then I was. We been trying for like 3 months and I know that isn’t much time at all in the grand scheme of things. Today after trying. I sat there and was reflecting about having kids at all. I mean I know I’d be okay with not having a baby myself and adopting kids r not having them at all (hubby wants his own first but okay if it doesn’t happen) but 18 years is a big commitment. I don’t want to have a baby and regret having a child and hate being a mother. I know I’m just panicking and the other days I was looking into things that could aid in conception and I have names picked out, but does this panic about hating being a mother ever go away?