😭😭😭 my heart is completely broken

Am

Moving in with the in laws until we get on our feet. And my husband gets to keep his dog but I have to get rid of mine.. she's 13-14 years old and I've had her for 7 years.. I really can't take the heartbreak of this.. my parents are refusing to keep her because I got into a fight with my mom and none of my friends can do it. I'm so fucking heartbroken right now. Every time she looks at me I can't help but want to cry...