Lemme just vent al ittle

Sooo this is just a short little rant about my hair. So a vouple years ago i labeled mtself as genderfluid. I no longer do, now i just identify as female. But during that time i got an androgynous haircut and i loved it. I have kept it short since then but as i always want to change my hair and cant dye it any fun colors because of school, i am trying to grow it out. Its a big strugfle bc it takes forever to grow and its in a really awkward state right now but i cant wait for it to get to the point of being a bob! Most of the time it flips up in the back (curly hair) and is just fluffy in the front bc of texas humidity. Idk what to do and am wayyy too tired in the morning to style it lol but anyway yeah