Riding help 😅

I really want to f..k the sh.t out my man some days and take control but I don’t know how to ride 😭 whenever I’m on top it’s not pleasurable literally i feel nothing but when he’s hitting it I do so I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. ☹️☹️ HELPPP.

I’m 5’6” & 175 lbs and he’s 5’11”/12” & 150-ish lbs