So heartbroken

So I was so certain I had found the love of my life . Last February we made it official on the 22nd , at first I thought he wasn’t my type but he soon changed my mind , I was so insanely in love we moved in together after about the 3rd month and spent the summer together , for a puppy , met each other’s families . The other day on our 6th month after he moved back into his dorms at school told me he was unhappy and he still loved me and didn’t know what was wrong with him , he was crying saying he didn’t know what to do and he didn’t know if it was just that he needed to focus on himself , and he felt like I loved him more than he loved me ect ect . Well while he was telling me this (I drove 2 hours to see him btw) there was someone who twisted his door handle , now he has a bunch of football friends that it could’ve been but my gut instinct doesn’t believe it . ON OUR 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY and he is dumping me after spending hours driving to him . No one understands how much I did for him , I cooked for him , I gave him so much money , I gave him good sex , a roof over his head , made sure he was happy and safe , I took care of him when he was sick , I supported everything he did , I let him have guy time , I threw him a surprise birthday party with all his family and friends , FOR HIS BDAY I got him a PS4 with a customized picture of us , I got him a grill , I got him a dab pen , I got him a cake with our picture on it , I dead ass gave him all of me . You know how many long ass letters I gave him explaining my love for him . I told him my whole back story explaining why I was in such a dark place before him . I gave him my whole heart , and I’m trying to distract myself and tell myself it’ll be okay but high key I’m miserable and I am so very very heartbroken . Long story short the mornings without him are the worst , the days are not so bad but my heart ACHES in the mornings . Does anyone have any kind of advice for mornings ? I’m practically begging you . I’m so sad . But here’s a picture of me , idk why but it never lets me post without it being anon .