I hate my marriage

My husband and I have two kids . Two little boys. Well everyday I feel trapped and like I can’t be myself or enjoy myself. My husband doesn’t like doing anything that I like to do. I want to take my kids to the park go on hikes and just be outdoors. If he doesn’t want to go I feel like I can’t go so I sit in the house and I have bad anxiety to where I want to faint. And if he does go he’s annoyed the whole time. I don’t enjoy myself around him he never laughs or talks to me. Idk how to live like this. I’m fed up I can’t breath around him or think straight. He’s so selfish he doesn’t care that our son sits at home all day my husband would rather watch tv and sit on his phone. And get mad because I wanna do ascertain things. We both don’t work right now. Idk what to do anymore. Then when I’m annoyed he harassed me. And then says “do you want me to leave” but I can’t fucking do anything without it being a fucking issue.