I fell out of love

I fell out of love with my boyfriend. There’s many reasons, but he is an absolutely amazing person his soul is just beautiful, I don’t want to lose him, I want him in my life. One of the many reasons is I don’t want to have sex anymore, not just with just in general, I’m terrified of getting pregnant we use condoms and I’m not comfortable with birth control tried some and just was comfortable with it. My boyfriend is still very much in love with me, I can tell just how he acts and treats me. I don’t know how to tell him I just wanna be friends. We’ve been together three years, I was 16 when we met now I’m 20, I do want to experience dating other people and just having fun. I can’t stess it enough that despite all that I still want him in my life I don’t want to not see or talk to him. I think if I try and talk to him about this he 1 won’t take me serious & 2 will get very angry. But also I’m afraid to see him with another girl, I’d probably get incredibly jealous