Hi ladies

I had a MC back in May, and found out yesterday that I'm pregnant again. I'm only 9dpo so early days.

I'm really struggling to accept it, and be excited about it. I haven't even told my husband, haven't called my doctor. I've told NO ONE. I'm terrified of going through a MC again. I'm scared to get my bloods drawn cause I don't want to know my HCG levels in case it's low rising again. I don't want to tell my husband only to put him through another heart ache.

I know I'm pregnant but I just can't bring myself to accept it. It's like I'm just waiting for the worst to happen. I want to be excited but just can't..

Anyone else feel this way, how did you deal with it, and when did it start getting easier.