You have clung on to me while I have clung onto you both as well. Everyone has told me how parasitic you both are but I constantly let you both walk all over me and degrade me without having a backbone. Now you have recruited two ex friends of mine and additionally hang out with my ex. I’m married and pregnant. You both gave me hell during my wedding. Forced me to invite people I no longer even spoke with. Changed so many things just so it could be all about you both. I even planned my own bachelorette party at the end because you guys didn’t want what I wanted. I moved states away to start over. You “visited” my house to celebrate your birthday. Said stuff in jealousy. I was hurt but I kept quiet. And I told myself never again. And now I’m pregnant and you, that was my MOH, want to plan my baby shower that’s supposedly due in less than a month and you haven’t planned anything. Another one of you recently came to visit me and tried to get me to talk to the girl that’s dating my ex. Why? Just poisonous and exhausting. I wish I could get the backbone I need to push you all away. I don’t know why I’m so weak. I want out from all the jealousy, the gossiping, and the lifestyle you guys live. You all are bitter about me getting married, about me having a kid, about things working out for me that you guys think I should leave my husband and be with my family instead. My husband is the best person I’ve ever known in this world. And you all said it should have been you that married him. Why I cling on? Because I need mental help.