Feeling sad


I want a baby so bad but I decided to just wait. As much as it hurts to know I'm putting this to the side I hope this is the best choice for me. I am only 24 years old girl, but hopefully with many years to come I can have my little boy or girl then. I am going to cancel my initial consultation with the RE. I hope another couple that are really ready and excited gets my initial consultation, so they will be one step closer to getting there baby soon. I hurts just to write this but I hope the LORD in the long run will give me a happy healthy family when the time comes.