Disappointed in myself
I recently told my man that I think I should do some entertainment dancing quote on quote stripping. Just enough for us to pay off our debt and possibly put some money away. I wish I never told him because now I feel like he looks at me differently for even bringing up the idea. Like i am "one of those girls" those are literally the portishead. That that's what girls always do they think I have a vagina I can just go out there and make money. What does it have to do with my vagina when it's just dancing. I don't know how to feel and I wish I can just take it back so I can stop feeling so confused and so hurt and dumb.