I’ve Been In A Mood Lately...Haven’t Really Been Talking To Anyone...A Part Of Me Feels Like My Subconscious Mind Is Preparing Everyone For Life Without Me...I Was On The Verge The Other Day...Sat In My Car Ready To Just Drive Into The Ocean...I Don’t Know What Stopped Me But I Think A Huge Part Of Me Died That Day...I Still Think About It And It Almost Feels Like Something Is Calling Me Back