Divorce

So I am going through a very hard divorce! 10 years and 3 kids later! My husband was cheating very badly on dating sites that I discovered again a few times and I just couldn’t take it anymore! I somehow still miss him and I cry damn near at the thought of him being inlove with someone else and I know he’s a jerk and an asshole because he seems to really not care about what he did and he doesn’t see it as betrayal! I want to take a break from social media because it’s just too much. Of course he’s on there having the time of his life connected with females from his past. Am I weak for giving social media break while I gather myself together for my sanity