Why can’t it be my month?


I’m 12dpo today and am having some spotting and pink jelly like blood now I guess I’m out. I just keep wishing that it’ll be my month every month but every time it’s always a negative result.. when will it be my turn to see that second little line on a test? Everyone is getting pregnant around me but me. It really sucks and it’s heart breaking honestly. Just needed to vent sorry guys