Confused

Amanda • Miscarriage May 2018, Miscarriage March 2019. Pregnant with our Rainbow baby boy, due July 2020💕🌈

I'm so confused. I'm currently 9 dpo. I got a few very faint positive tests but dont wanna get my Hope's up since its early. I took an opk strip just to see and it's like a shade away from positive. Why could this be?